I told my other friends who I liked. He showed up at lunch again. I made sure non of my friends walked near him this time. Near the end we shared an awkward stare. It was horrifying AF. When I was leaving he was literally 4 feet away from each other and I was like, please don’t come over and talk to me. He didn’t, thank god, but we shared another awkward stare. In my head I was just like, kill me now. I’m pretty sure I’m in the friend zone though.
I’m in trouble according to Maddie.
My crush is kind of my friend which worries me because um, friend zone. We eat separate lunch periods and yesterday I saw him at my lunch period. I told my friends that I saw him and the whole lunch they tried to tell him that I liked. One of my friends successfully got the words, “She wants you.” out as he walked by. Afterwards, I squeezed her orange slice all over her tray. I had to cover their mouths so they didn’t tell. He finally left and I was relieved. I tried to tell my other friends a little while later but as I was about to say the words my crush, I noticed him a few feet away from me and shut up. Why does life suck?
The *********** is coming up and I think ****** forgot. I’m pretty sure he forgot all together. He probably isn’t going. I hope he doesn’t because if he does I have to show my friend who he is. I haven’t posted publicly in a while because most of it is personal. I don’t think he likes me anymore is friendly to everyone and doesn’t wait for my reaction anymore, and if he does I don’t notice it enough. He is still kind of obsessed with his hair and is still super funny. My old crush, **** , I now can’t remember his face for a while.
I invited this guy to ************************** (hidden so you don’t figure out who he is). My friend said she told some other guy named the name of the guy that I liked him. He responded, “Who?”. Now there is a guy who thinks I like him but I like another guy that has his name. Why life? S he tried to tell someone and I would die if he found out and didn’t feel the same way. We sit next to each other in ********** class. It would be so awkward if he knew.
Today I had to go to my talent show rehearsal and learn a whole new song. My duet partner singing had to go to another club thing and I had to just awkwardly watch and learn the words. One hour after I get home from rehearsal i had to go back to school for the winter dance. This task was almost impossible because I was STARVING! I got to school 10 minutes late but the place was full of all my friends. The dance was full of repeated songs but it was fun.
Today I had so many papers to finish. I finished a story personifying a math problem that had to be a page long. The difficult part is that my handwriting is super small. Afterward I had to convert 6 of my essays onto the computer in 45 minutes with a program that was annoying 😠 . Then in math we had a pop quiz. Don’t you just love pop quizes? Yeah, neither do I. Of course I was the first to fnish and everyone’s response was, “What?” I finished and started on another page long story I had to write. 10 minutes after I finished, the second person finished.